In Need of Sunny Disposition

           I have major case of the Mondays. Everything that could have pissed me off did. From my lack of clothes to wear to my history group's decision to orchestrate a video in 2 days as opposed to a magazine thoroughly ticked me off. On the plus side though, I survived. I didn't break down into tears, scream at anyone, or ditch school; making today a B day. I could've earned an A was it not for my longing to sleep and irritable attitude. A plus side was the 2 mi run I accomplished slowly but surely immediately after school. I went on The Walk* afterwards to help the guys find rolly pollies for AP Bio. I was cold so Kyle gave me his red Stanford hoodie. I don't know why but it was really nice to wear someone's over sized jacket... comforting in a weird childish way. Things like that make me miss the relationships I so relentlessly spurn. Everyone gets lonely sometimes... even someone like me, I guess. 

           On another note, what kind of teacher sits back and watches his students fail? My Honors Chemistry teacher. I think I need a tutor. I'm having serious issues not being amazing at a subject. Failure has just been painfully etched into my vocabulary with a shark tooth. Shit. But more on that in another post.

           Quote of the day: I was in the mascot costume during the game. I can already feel the aids setting into my body.

*Appropriately capitalized for it's exclusive status, The Walk is a daily event in my neighborhood consisting of my teenage neighbors and a route from 711 to a nearby park... why I'm explaining this I have no idea.